Quick Book Review

All right, lately I haven't had a lot of time for reading. Turns out, two jobs and full time grad school takes up most of my schedule. Who knew, right?

Anyway, I have been able to read one book: Triggered by Fletcher Wortmann. It's a memoir about the challenges of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and his own struggles with the disease. I found it a fun and enlightening read because I myself occasionally have anxiety attacks and have been considered OCD in the past. My decision to read it stemmed from the desire to understand the disorder better and to see it through the eyes of someone else.

Wortmann has a very clear voice when he writes, and I also found it easy to relate to him (aside from his love of dinosaurs. There's definitely something about boys and dinosaurs I don't think I will ever fully understand, but will happily support). There were moments when he wrote passages that immediately reminded me of myself, such as when talking about his shy nature he mentions that if he didn't have something profound to say, he would say nothing at all and would end up being ignored. Something I have also experienced many times.

The writing is light and humorous most of the time, but Wortmann then quickly shifts into a darker, harsher tone to illustrate his struggles. He also successfully keeps the story mainly on himself and allows the other people in his life to be mentioned, but never tainted with bitterness or dislike. Even when talking about "The Girl," the first girl he ever loved, she becomes a mix of problems, but also hints at what made her such an intriguing person.

Some of the writing becomes awkward, but the book is hard to put down. It moves quickly through his childhood and college years (since Wortmann is still in his twenties, there's not much more) and gives just the right amount of his everyday life and his struggles with the disorder, allowing a thorough and indulging narrative into his life and mind.

Although I don't feel like I now fully understand OCD after reading Triggered, I do feel like I have more respect for those suffering from mental illnesses and can now also see more of a spectrum of disorders rather than a black and white version of either you have a mental illness or you don't.